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Hi low guys. 150

Nang stedeyyy duuunakkk.

chowlok

504

It's not a '404 page not found' alert nor double meaning number of what ever bad society or community or sumthn.

Something that really I need to remember where to start and how to trust, to the pit down hell I've been through. With a care emotion and feeling lingering in my mind and flow through lil' vein of mine.

2016 - 504,
Once I put aside the innocent and careless mind, things changed a lot.

I guess it's time to type in something, ...
That's not in my monkey's year, 2016, not soon nor later.

Done.

So Much Changed.

You said

You said, 

They never understand me.

You said,

I'm always be the blame.

You said,

I'm doing every single thing WRONG!

But, 

have you every tried to explain?

have you think before doing stuff?

about the possible outcome?

Do you?

Your money can't buy everything if...

Money, everyone love it. The entire world need it. Either you are the most richest man on earth, miss universe, or founder of a multi-millionaire company, you are still empty without one thing; word-of-God, the Bible.

Im a guy who have a great and legit imagination hahhaa. everyone has it.

One ordinary day, lepak lepak kopi with my friend, Yusuf, chit chatting about the future, I've come out with this question; What if u have a million ringgit, what will you do with it?

You have one mil, buy a house, a car, get married cause u had money, give some to mom n dad, throw an epic plus wild plus plus plus party.

bla bla bla, as we talk, all I can say is, money is just nothing. It is just a value that, we, human, create.

Have you ever think, why our parents, those oldies, those rich man, at certain point, they dont even care about money anymore. Because of the had enough? Because of they felt they have everything? Nope.

This is what I think, because one day they will no longer here on earth. What they do really need is, the word of God.

Read bible, Learn what is God, Be love, Be kind, Be Good.

2016, time to change.

Chowlok

Pretty Soon

Heyy yoo! 2 more days to Christmas and what y'all plan? Fuuuuhhhh 2 more freaking days man. Meaning that, less than 48 hours. Realizing this, what to expect during that time. Family, friends, relative and love. Jesus Christ. Alpha and Omega. Beginning and End.

Used to share picture here in ma blog, and rn Im thinking to share one. Wait wait. Hold lok XD

Ok mantap. 5 years plus, and back with caroling thingy. Thank God for doing such a great work and help us jingling from the very first home till the last one. Hope that I can join another caroling sesh for next year. 

Too many things happen in December I can tell. Fuck it and live the moment. Breath man, breath in and out.

Chow lok

IDK what to write... I will write anywhere

Yohhoooo. A big applause to me! *clap clap clap. After been awhile bro. Write write write, just write. Man, this is one of trick for letting the brain running with ideas. Just keep typing without even thinking.

Keh, start dengan musim. Okehh. Musim durian is now. Durian, Dabai, Petai, Foodporn yeahhh. In this week itself, I gain more than a kilo of weigh I guess. Lets make love with FAT. Love 'em, be friend with 'em. Them FAT. Read it outloud, Damn FAT. hahaha

anddddddddddddd, Caroling sesh. What more fun than that? What more?! Best month of the year is here. Chowlok!

"Run" what I always do and still

Start my post with questions is my always doing. and here is some question that I need you to ask yourself. Have you ever tried to run/ stay away from your problem? and still, people says "21 days to break the habit" is really worth it, do it really worth at all? How can you run from your problem if the problem is whats in your mind? your thought? sad and pathetic, that what I always said what I am. still.

No matter how positive and optimistic you are, you will break and fall at some point where you can't do nothing about it. I know it's hurt, I know, I know, its a bad thing to be practice. and I know, no matter happy you are, joyful you are, playful af, you are need to feel bad about yourself. 

I wonder if there is any books, or articals about "Being sad sometimes, is needed". Funny is it? Well, that's the nature. Speaking my mind about it, just to be feel that I am human, breathing, alive. Feeling a senses of living. Broke, yet born, again. No one have the same perspective of life, and here's mine. 

Feel bad about myself. 

Weekdays, waking up early just to fulfill the needs of company for the company's good. Doing the same thing over and over again, every single day. and I donst have time, much time to spend with my family that should be my top priority. My friends, that are there to cheer me up. I spend too much time, facing laptop, smartphone, paper and stuff, that really not exciting at all, not that worth to spend time with. Comparing myself with other people, killing my thought to feel that I'm not even good enough. 

Weekends, drunk and dead. Putting my whole life praising spirits and cigarettes. being lectured, but never heard. Making mistakes, but never learn. Human, the weakest is here. Hoping for something, a future that only you think of beautifully and happily to be happens, ... it is just something you hope to be happen. yet, you forget what reality are meant to be. people born and died everyday, so do hope, expectation, never be the same. 

In the end, I "run" to be free from thought. "Run" just to feel I'm alright, skin and bones. "Run" just to keep me breathing, alive, away, ... and I am free from thought, of dying. left. slow. pain

Thought About Living

I once ever think that Im not good in everything. I once told myself that Im not even worth born. I once a kid who having a thought of making mistake is something unnatural, like everyone never done it before.

I dont know whats the point of living till I break my lil mind and do what I really want to do. Fuck what people say about you, your personality, your talent, your apperence, all of it. 

You dont life like what people said and ask you to do. You are you. You do what you think is right. Dont what you think is wrong. Just do, just express, just you.

If past that's make you now, make sure u're feeling good of yourself. If that makes you feel bad, you still have future. Future that promise you will be better than today. You cant ever imagine how wonderful and bright the future is. 

Life is for a living, so life it. 

Stay awesome! ^^,

Ohh dannnnng

Its 5am in the morning. Anddd, im here doing shit load of research thing in the internet. What make it worst is I got class at 9 am. 4 more hours left. I should stop reading this earthly thing. 

Stopppp n go chill in ur bed, victaahh. Go now. Or else, face short life span. Sleep or die. 

Done

2 Megapixel Away n Stuff

Some of my friend tell me that nobody read his/her blog and that really make them sad. You know whut, I dont even hopping there will be hundred or even 1 viewer per day. For me, sharing and publishing ideas n thought via social media is just something that I love to do. This post might be no one will read, yeah right. 

Looking back of what I've post years back sometimes teach me what life really are. Years back, when I started to felt in love, once I travel with my friends, doing crazy stuff together, making song cover even using 2megapixel camera and a lot more. Wow. 

Making all those stuff and share it here is just what makes me sometime laugh of myself. Young and wild, that discribe my blog. 

P/s: lecture at 8 n Im still awake? Need to sleep now or else, pimples wont stop popping like bottels in le club. Btw, posted tons of picture in IG today. 

It descirbe my day today. Stay awesome guys. Just chill ✌️

Till Next Time Amigos!

Pewiitt. Glad to be here again after a good weekday spend with le familia n friends. For me, this is the most freaking n happening semester break evaa. Hahaa

Kinna sad for leaving my hometown in less than 24hours. Thank you btw Labuan for calling me again and the undone stuff here at Btu, will meet u again in 6 month. Amen au. 

Good vibes n moment. Peace out n salam 420👌

3 Days n Hell Awaits.

Holiday almost over. Yesterday, really enjoying my night sharing experience with those awesome buddies. One of the best topic of the night is, "talk about ur ex's" topic. Im the youngest in the group, means lesser experience than them. That topic kinna interesting, yet I cant share mine with them for some reasons. Hahaha

Wednesday n three more days, goodbye land of hornbill and hello to land below the wind and Im not excited at all. Gonna miss my free time here without even need to think about all of... 

 

8 Dagar Kvar Lämnar. ^^,

Let me summarize my semester break. Fun, family, friends, coffee & thought. 

I dont know what else to write here. XD

Ok. Let me put a couple random things that run through my mind. 

Woke around 0700. Done summiting my resume. Currently enjoying coffee n listening Jason Mraz song. And, andddd, nothing much. 

So, this is my awesome life. ;D

Done. Kbye! 

Rio Me Vala

Ola blog of mine. Ola amigos. Vos di area yqac que foes zeus. 

My August and September '13

Ola amigos. I've been away for 2 months didn't update my blog and I dont have any reason for that. Maybe because I've lost the sense of belonging of updating my life here since ... let it be secret. So, here you go, the picture of my August and September 2013. As usual and you know it, as simple as it can be. *Tadaaa* 18 picture upload and details just for you. ^___^

-Let it begin.-

Introduce to you, this is the sunset look in Bintulu. Well, I love Victoria Island as I love Bintulu because of this. :)

Guitar, how I miss you. 2 month havn't play you yet. Much love

This is what we do when me and my bros gone bored while in Bintulu. Pool all night long.

A cute cat does this to me while me and Nicholas eat at Chinese restaurant. So cute, is it?

Night before I leave Bintulu, FOODFRENZY!

Let's FLY!

As soon I reach KK, Sabah, my budd Vinson brought me to this place. I forgot it's name.
Cough cough green.

Let the game begin!

Hello DC!

Meeting lagi, meeting. :D

Me & Andre at his room. At this time, MSMUMS Ke-19 has over gituueewww.

Coffee is my bestfriend. He is the one who makes me stay awake all night looooooooooooong.

Sukan Borneo ke-5, yay!

Archery remind me of Hunger Game. *supp, supppp, suppppppp*

So cutee. >..<

"On your mark. Get set. GOOOOOOOOOO!"
Urusetia pencatit masa gituewwww w/ Andre, Yusuf, Kelly, Felix, Toy, Ann & Eja.

"Chacinggggg! You have earn, RM100!"

Have you try Anjung Ketam Restaurant food yet?
Slurrppppp~

I really hope that you like it even it looks "ewwww" . Please, if you have anything to say about my post, do comment because I want to get back the spirits of blogging inside me. Well, I'm not planning on updating another blog entry or so. I don't know. Just wait and see. 

p/s: Will make another blog post about an exciting days at Kuching in which I just had. Keep on updating gitueeww

Much love <3 p="">

Day 33: Bintulu Stay Awesome As Always

Hello August ! Birthday month; July, just pass.  I know that someone's birthday is on this month and I'm not gonna list it out here. :)

Bintulu, a place like no other. Family, friends, shelter; everything is more than enough. Leaving Bintulu more or less 20 days. Need to attend university's program at Sabah that's need me to fly earlier than the others. How I wish I can stay longer here. Main reason actually, FREE FOOD. lol

Here are some picture taken past 33 days while I'm still at Bintulu.

July 1st, 6:19am: Location, Collage Mutiara(Opposite Family Mart). Woke up as early as I can. Why? Need to be hurry up, catching bus so I wont get late. It's the time when I'm leaving Labuan.

14th July: Taken this picture at Tanjung Kidurong, Bintulu while my bros are fishing.

18th July: Same location but not the same date. Right after enjoying ABC and Rojak Sotong Kangkong at Tanjung Batu.

25th July: My Birthday PARTEYEAHH at ma Crip. Segelas ja engku. 

28th July: My lil' Bro and lil' Sister Confirmation Day. A place where I  meet my brothers and sisters in Christ here at St.Anthony.

While I'm bored, Assassin Creed III. 

30th July: Re-new my Driving License and extend it into 3 years. Will be expired someday in 2017.

There are actually, tons of picture I wish I can share it to you in this blog but I think, something is better not to be shared online. :D


p/s: Just like I did on my last post, I won't take things way to serious. Just few words and some picture in it.

Stay Chill 

and 

Keep the Spirit of Awesomeness 

Flowing in You.

Year 1: Checked.

While waiting my flight to blast off from this land, manage to buy some time for updating this Blog world. 6 months plus minus, it's time to enjoy my own summer. No nothing to be worry about. Really hope that I can optimize my time and action in 1 month 17 days.

Here are some picture that describe my days in Labuan.

Yuran ahhh!

Dance Class for Gawai Event

Easter Eve

A week at Sabah watching Cinema. As you can see, Salted Fish + Popcorn. hahaha YOLO

At Jambatan ..., forgot it's name. The important part is, taken at Sabah.

Gawai moment in motion.

Holy Crap!

Chillin' w/ friends at Sabah.

My friend; Eli, harvest a banana tree for our "Ranyai" in Gawai Festival.

Pool competition at UMSKAL. Our course win the 2nd place if I not mistaken.

Forgot what happen inside this picture. Yea, It's on Sunday at Secret Heart's Labuan Church.

27hb - 29hb June Induksi PSM MSM KE-19
(Having fun tahap maksima time ni)

My 6 months in Labuan 13 picture describe everything.

P/s: Don't feel like gonna type so much words in this blog post since I got limited time to fill it up.
#justChill

Current location: Labuan Airport.

A Little Pieces of March

Another month, another post, another day to experience the moment of life. Here are the little soul who are try to find some beautiful pieces of world.

Here's some of picture that I think I should put in this blog entry in this beginning of April.

Road-block due to avoid intruders from entering Labuan.

Practice some new move at Persatuan Dayak Labuan (PDL) 

Iban warriors in bracket. 

Isn't taste good. Bahaha

Andres light his candle up during Easter Eve 

P/s: I've reach Labuan so so long time ago. About 2 months past.