Pretty Soon

Heyy yoo! 2 more days to Christmas and what y'all plan? Fuuuuhhhh 2 more freaking days man. Meaning that, less than 48 hours. Realizing this, what to expect during that time. Family, friends, relative and love. Jesus Christ. Alpha and Omega. Beginning and End.

Used to share picture here in ma blog, and rn Im thinking to share one. Wait wait. Hold lok XD

Ok mantap. 5 years plus, and back with caroling thingy. Thank God for doing such a great work and help us jingling from the very first home till the last one. Hope that I can join another caroling sesh for next year. 

Too many things happen in December I can tell. Fuck it and live the moment. Breath man, breath in and out.

Chow lok

IDK what to write... I will write anywhere

Yohhoooo. A big applause to me! *clap clap clap. After been awhile bro. Write write write, just write. Man, this is one of trick for letting the brain running with ideas. Just keep typing without even thinking.

Keh, start dengan musim. Okehh. Musim durian is now. Durian, Dabai, Petai, Foodporn yeahhh. In this week itself, I gain more than a kilo of weigh I guess. Lets make love with FAT. Love 'em, be friend with 'em. Them FAT. Read it outloud, Damn FAT. hahaha

anddddddddddddd, Caroling sesh. What more fun than that? What more?! Best month of the year is here. Chowlok!

"Run" what I always do and still

Start my post with questions is my always doing. and here is some question that I need you to ask yourself. Have you ever tried to run/ stay away from your problem? and still, people says "21 days to break the habit" is really worth it, do it really worth at all? How can you run from your problem if the problem is whats in your mind? your thought? sad and pathetic, that what I always said what I am. still.

No matter how positive and optimistic you are, you will break and fall at some point where you can't do nothing about it. I know it's hurt, I know, I know, its a bad thing to be practice. and I know, no matter happy you are, joyful you are, playful af, you are need to feel bad about yourself. 

I wonder if there is any books, or articals about "Being sad sometimes, is needed". Funny is it? Well, that's the nature. Speaking my mind about it, just to be feel that I am human, breathing, alive. Feeling a senses of living. Broke, yet born, again. No one have the same perspective of life, and here's mine. 

Feel bad about myself. 

Weekdays, waking up early just to fulfill the needs of company for the company's good. Doing the same thing over and over again, every single day. and I donst have time, much time to spend with my family that should be my top priority. My friends, that are there to cheer me up. I spend too much time, facing laptop, smartphone, paper and stuff, that really not exciting at all, not that worth to spend time with. Comparing myself with other people, killing my thought to feel that I'm not even good enough. 

Weekends, drunk and dead. Putting my whole life praising spirits and cigarettes. being lectured, but never heard. Making mistakes, but never learn. Human, the weakest is here. Hoping for something, a future that only you think of beautifully and happily to be happens, ... it is just something you hope to be happen. yet, you forget what reality are meant to be. people born and died everyday, so do hope, expectation, never be the same. 

In the end, I "run" to be free from thought. "Run" just to feel I'm alright, skin and bones. "Run" just to keep me breathing, alive, away, ... and I am free from thought, of dying. left. slow. pain

Thought About Living

I once ever think that Im not good in everything. I once told myself that Im not even worth born. I once a kid who having a thought of making mistake is something unnatural, like everyone never done it before.

I dont know whats the point of living till I break my lil mind and do what I really want to do. Fuck what people say about you, your personality, your talent, your apperence, all of it. 

You dont life like what people said and ask you to do. You are you. You do what you think is right. Dont what you think is wrong. Just do, just express, just you.

If past that's make you now, make sure u're feeling good of yourself. If that makes you feel bad, you still have future. Future that promise you will be better than today. You cant ever imagine how wonderful and bright the future is. 

Life is for a living, so life it. 

Stay awesome! ^^,

Ohh dannnnng

Its 5am in the morning. Anddd, im here doing shit load of research thing in the internet. What make it worst is I got class at 9 am. 4 more hours left. I should stop reading this earthly thing. 

Stopppp n go chill in ur bed, victaahh. Go now. Or else, face short life span. Sleep or die. 

Done

2 Megapixel Away n Stuff

Some of my friend tell me that nobody read his/her blog and that really make them sad. You know whut, I dont even hopping there will be hundred or even 1 viewer per day. For me, sharing and publishing ideas n thought via social media is just something that I love to do. This post might be no one will read, yeah right. 

Looking back of what I've post years back sometimes teach me what life really are. Years back, when I started to felt in love, once I travel with my friends, doing crazy stuff together, making song cover even using 2megapixel camera and a lot more. Wow. 

Making all those stuff and share it here is just what makes me sometime laugh of myself. Young and wild, that discribe my blog. 

P/s: lecture at 8 n Im still awake? Need to sleep now or else, pimples wont stop popping like bottels in le club. Btw, posted tons of picture in IG today. 

It descirbe my day today. Stay awesome guys. Just chill ✌️

Till Next Time Amigos!

Pewiitt. Glad to be here again after a good weekday spend with le familia n friends. For me, this is the most freaking n happening semester break evaa. Hahaa

Kinna sad for leaving my hometown in less than 24hours. Thank you btw Labuan for calling me again and the undone stuff here at Btu, will meet u again in 6 month. Amen au. 

Good vibes n moment. Peace out n salam 420👌

3 Days n Hell Awaits.

Holiday almost over. Yesterday, really enjoying my night sharing experience with those awesome buddies. One of the best topic of the night is, "talk about ur ex's" topic. Im the youngest in the group, means lesser experience than them. That topic kinna interesting, yet I cant share mine with them for some reasons. Hahaha

Wednesday n three more days, goodbye land of hornbill and hello to land below the wind and Im not excited at all. Gonna miss my free time here without even need to think about all of... 

 

8 Dagar Kvar Lämnar. ^^,

Let me summarize my semester break. Fun, family, friends, coffee & thought. 

I dont know what else to write here. XD

Ok. Let me put a couple random things that run through my mind. 

Woke around 0700. Done summiting my resume. Currently enjoying coffee n listening Jason Mraz song. And, andddd, nothing much. 

So, this is my awesome life. ;D

Done. Kbye!